Life in a Symphony of Light

It has been some time since my last post here.

I’ve been wasting away at many projects that of course will never be finished, it takes all the fun out of things if you finish them, they’re finished then, you can’t add to them anymore! So far I’ve 5 paintings that require my attention, 4 digital Works partially finished, 3 sewing projects and a million ideas that drive me mad for the lack of skill to create them. I think I’ve figured out why people tend to think artists are crazy, we are frustrated, elated, satified and dissatisfied all at the same time, and somehow we are happy creative people.

I’ve found a new love in Tumblr, I like loading images up for people to see what I’ve done, it keeps me happy.

I’m not afraid of anything, even time.

Actually, time scares me the most.

I love Snow Patrol, they’re such a great band to listen to in the later hours of the evening, it makes it a nice relaxed time to just sit back without stress and just do what you will.

People are rushing about too much and being too busy and making things overcomplicated. Your life is only as complex as you make it, in the end it’s all your fault. That kind of thinking makes you feel like you can do anything, only if you use it the right way.

Sometimes I think people like to be miserable, at least they think they’re getting attention. I think we should all take a nice sunny warm day in the park and just relax on the grass and stare at the clouds and not think about all the problems in our lives, but think about how wonderful everything is.

Air Kraken Operator

Yes, that’s what I want my deviant type to say on deviantART, perhaps I should pester someone to add it…

Anywho, you should totally check this out Professor Dantes and the Severin Conundrum, it’s a delightful short silent film and I thoroughly enjoyed it. Holds very well to true silent movies and I must say it is several minute of enjoyment.

I am currently halfway through sewing my skirt, at least I got the gathering to stay this time! I hope to be finished by tomorrow, it would be rather nice. Then I have to make an overskirt to compliment it. that shall have to be the hard part.

And now, thanks to Will I want Subway. That Bitch.

Something New

Hmm, It has been quite some time since I’ve posted something, though it’s not like anyone actually reads this anyway. I’ve been busy on dA, made some nice friends, got a volunteer postion and all that stuff.

I still don’t have a job. But that’s for another day.

Got asked for an interview, I agreed.

Found a great book the other day, Necronomicon – The Best Weird Tales of H. P. Lovecraft. I must say that finding that book was a most joyful occasion and I’m trying to read it slowly, which is very hard for me.

That is all.

Some Life History

Finding out that your mother has breast cancer is a shocking thing, that was four years ago. That went fine, until August 2005. We went to Townsville so she could get a check up, to make sure everything was fine (it takes about 2 years to clear a person who has had breast cancer) . My mother had to get an MRI, the results weren’t good. The cancer had spread to her Spine and Brain in most part, some on her lungs, but that wasn’t the real danger.

They couldn’t operate on either because of where it was. They told us it was terminal.

My Mother died in hospital in September 2006 I can’t even remember the date, I know it was early September, the 9th or something, I was a bit dazed, I think that a year was long enough to come to terms that my mother was going to die, The only time that I decently cried was at her funeral, it was nice, I have been to many funerals, i never cried, i suppose when you lose someone so close to you, the funeral really hits home what has happened.

But the most amazing thing pulled me through that hard time. On Sep 1, 2006, 11:38 PM (taken directly from the page) I joined a community of wonderful people on deviantART, an online community of artists of all kinds. Art is what I do, and it is what I am, I have improved so much since joining and it has bee a pleasurable experience these two years.